Aug 21, 2011

Memories...

I've forgotten...
Forgotten many of them...
Even more than you would think...
All the memories now,
are all just a surprise moment,
as I see pictures,
watch videos,
read letters...

Surprises,
for a time period,
that has been lived
and eventually ended.

Ended,
for good...
for all...

Now....
I'm not worried,
but happy...

Jun 11, 2011

7th Billion Baby


Dear 7th billion baby,

You are already in your mother's womb, about to be born in 4 months...

Before you are born, I would like to say that we are sorry... We didn't mean to create a such mess in your home, on earth.

We know that being sorry doesn't mean anything after all, but everything got out of control all of a sudden...

But just, I have one wish from you: Please! Please, don't think that the situation is irreversible. You can teach us and we can do it...

I believe you, at least, I do...

With love,
some earthling...

May 16, 2011

Away... Far Away...

These are the first words that I am ever sharing about her... Not to some, but to you....

I didn't kill myself... I couldn't!

She is gone... Long gone, long ago... Nobody ever asked me why and how did I survive. Even I didn't ask myself...

But I believed, from the very deep of my heart, I believed...
and I do believe, still...
and there is no one to take me away from her,
there is no one to make me disbelieve in what I believe...

All in all, there is just a single thing that I would like to tell...
There is one single thing that I am shouting for years...:

I miss you... Every second that has been passing without you, I miss you... Every year that has been spent, I miss you... I miss you with all my dreams... Sometime, I will come to you... Then we will curse on the years that are spent away from each other, together...

I love you...

May 7, 2011

The Orange and The Morning Blue

How magically,
The orange
and the morning blue
wind up together...

How beautifully,
The night
and the day
embraces each other...



The birds are singin'
The morning song.
Star are saying
Good night.
Sun is rising,
Combining the orange
and the blue,
even more stronger...
Here comes the first light,
Shines your beautiful skin,
Caresses your hair,
Whispers to you...

How greatly,
The universe
and life
paint you
on the endless canvas
of my heart...


(Photo: Nergis Turan)

Apr 29, 2011

36

The girl that doesn't pose me...
I miss you...

It has been so long,
but,
you were the girl that doesn't pose me,
but you were posing  me...

Your eyes were talking
One different language than your lips...
And your lips,
they were talking far more different
than your body...

The girl that doesn't pose me...
I recall you...

Recalling the red,
the grey,
the green and...
...and the most importantly,
the tone of our journey...

The moment you caressed me,
was
the moment I cuddled you,
was
the moment the film has come to an end...

The girl that doesn't pose me...
I shot you...

Now,
rewind the film,
It is ready for a whole new story,
for new colours,
for new lives...



Dec 7, 2010

Belgrade Belgrade


Just a drop,
on my face,
a sacred drop of rain....

How can rain purify a person?
How can rain caress a person with love?

A bird,
in front of me,
a lonely bird...

How can it share my feelings?
How can it sing to me with love?

A city,
that I am in,
Belgrade is just a city...

How can it talk to me?
How can it cry with me?

Danube,
is a river,
that flows to the see...

How can it carry my feelings?..
How can it carry me, to the see?


(Photo: Tom Silver)

Nov 24, 2010

Understanding of Life?

A month ago, I was in Turkey for a project called "From Depths of Space to the History of the Past". It was a project to introduce astronomy to children and public in Southeastern Anatolia Region of Turkey.

It was a success as far as I can tell. We reached more than 10 thousand students and children. There were planterium shows, conferences, exhibitons and slide shows and presentations for children.

I was making one of those presentations and was talking about the size of the universe. I started from the solar system and compared the sizes of Sun and Mercury to them: If the Sun is the size of a football ball, Mercury is the size of a sesame. Then I was comparing the largest known star (VY Canis Majoris) and the sun: If VY Canis Majoris is a football ball, the Sun is 1/10 of a sesame.

Incredible sizes, aren't they?

Now how is that connected with the understanding of Life: by comparison.

In life, we compare. We compare, to understand things, to see things, to load a meaning to them. But is that the right thing to do?

Well, I won't make any discussion about what is wrong and right. But I believe in one thing that comparisons are a tool for understanding of our humble minds. Otherwise, I admit that, it is really hard. We compare to simplify life.

Let's now return back to the topic I started: In my comparison the sizes as well got mixed up a bit. Because compared to a sesame you don't know what Mercury's size is or Milky Way's size. So we don't know. When we compare we simply don't know 'cause we simplify.

That's human mind. That's us. Even though we don't want, we compare. I compare as well. This was a discussion to myself. No conclusion, no ending. There are things in life which we cannot change. This is just one of them...


(Photo: DiNoDrAwEr)